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Omg utapri blog hiii can i get kiss headcanons for starish!? how their kisses feel like or where they like to kis!?
Sorry this took me a bit...! I am not a very active writer, and I made this blog to try to build the writing habit, but it seems I still have a long way to go. Still, I hope you enjoy this! I had a lot of fun writing it!
STARISH and how they kiss their partner
Although OTOYA is not religious, his first kiss is like one of a shy church boy that doesn’t know how to move or where to put his hands. After a couple of kisses though, he gets the hang of it, and he grows to be a pretty good kisser. He’s careful and gentle, always smiley; sometimes he has to contain himself or he’ll end up giggling against his partner’s lips. Might be because of his body temperature, but his kisses are always comforting and warm, like the sun in a Spring afternoon.
His favourite place to kiss: Some people might call it a boring choice, but he loves to pepper his partner’s cheek with kisses as he hugs them, especially after some time apart.
When one first meets him, TOKIYA seems to be closed off to any kind of PDA, let alone casual intimacy. But that’s only because he’s been an idol for so long - as HAYATO and now as himself with STARISH, he is used to have his life in the spotlight and worrying about his image and, although he won’t admit it, he wants to keep those moments with his partner to himself and them and no-one else, so he won’t risk it. When alone with him, though, he is a gentle yet passionate lover - almost hungry, yet still worrying about his partner, as he tends to be one to overthink. His kisses are strong yet refreshing, and never feel like too much.
His favourite place to kiss: His partner’s neck during an intimate moment, as he enjoys the feeling of closeness and warmth in his partner’s pulse.
REN is the type to get handsy when he kisses - not to rush his partner into anything else, but because physical touch is how he most comfortably expresses himself. He’s not shy either, so he won’t mind showing that he loves his partner and wants them, even during something like kissing - after a make-out session, they’ll both probably end with their clothes and hairstyles in a mess. His kisses are overpowering in a way that makes one feel that one could drown in them, but he has the perfect rhythm so the kisses never get to be too much, and always leave his partner wanting for more.
His favourite place to kiss: The shell of his partner’s ear while dancing together or holding each other close.
SYO might seem hyper and too energetic on stage, but he’s a gentleman and his kisses follow that, too. He’s the kind to softly cradle his partner’s face with one hand and grab their waist with the other as he kisses them, guiding them both slowly and carefully. Although not insecure, he will most likely always ask before he kisses his partner, especially if they are outside. His kisses are soft but firm, and feel very secure.
His favourite place to kiss: His partner’s forehead, as they rest their head on his shoulder and look up at him.
Even if he’s been living away from his home for a bit, old habits die hard with MASATO. He was raised to be proper and to care about his image and what people think of him, so at first when one is dating him, he might feel a bit distant and won’t do PDA like kisses in public. When he’s alone with his partner, though, he will always take the opportunity to give a gentle kiss to his partner, even if only on the corner of their lips. His kisses are tender, pleasant, and delicate in a way that leaves one feeling lucky to get to experience them.
His favourite place to kiss: The top of his partner’s fingers, when they walk together holding hands.
A lot of people think he’s aloof and always cheery, but NATSUKI is not as naive as others might think. With his partner he’s gentle and passionate, and he’s not shy to show it through touch and words and actions. He enjoys kissing his partner, whenever and wherever, so one might have to put some boundaries in order not to get them both in trouble. His kisses are cosy, and the way in which Natsuki would hold his partner close to his body or over his lap so firmly would leave one feeling all floaty. His kisses are a bit like cinnamon - just a bit is enough to fill one’s head yet leave one craving for a little more.
His favourite place to kiss: His partner’s temple as he hugs them from behind.
Similar to Natsuki, CECIL’s public image betrays him a little bit. Although he seems innocent and wholesome, together with Ren he’s probably the most experienced with romance. He’s not a stranger to curious exploration with other royals back at his home country. That is to say, he’s a really good kisser - you don’t get to be such a talented flautist if you don’t know how to use your lips and your tongue and your fingers. When he kisses his partner, he guides them effortlessly with his hands and mouth, the type that would make one’s mind go blank. His kisses are both the searing heat of the desert and the shade one uses to escape from it.
His favourite place to kiss: He cannot let go of all his princely habits, so he finds himself enjoying kissing the back of his partner’s hand as he looks up at them.
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#you might be able to clock my oshi with this#t: headcanon#g: starish#i: ichinose tokiya#i: ittoki otoya#i: jinguji ren#i: aijima cecil#i: shinomiya natsuki#i: kurusu syo#i: hijirikawa masato#R: they/them#m: romantic#utapri scenarios#uta no prince sama x reader#utapri x reader#utapri#uta no prince sama
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I guess my BG3 custom character headcanon could be de-canonized in game, but I doubt it, so here's one for my Tav/Larissa:
She loves magic. She always has. Her parents are both spellcasters (her father a less-obnoxious-than-usual sun elf, her mother a human sorcerer) and she grew up with magic all around her. She's longed to have magical power for as long as she can remember.
...but she's also always been bad at it. Really bad. After years of practice with her father, she managed to learn exactly one(1) cantrip—and while the ability to summon fire felt like a great achievement at the time, she couldn't do anything else no matter how hard she studied, how much she learned, how much she practiced.
But her fascinated study of magic and its lore took on an increasingly spiritual awe, and she developed an intense devotion to Mystra, goddess of magic. She swore herself to Mystra's service and as one of her priests, worked steadily towards greater knowledge, greater understanding of the mysteries of the world, greater preservation of magical lore, and over time, Larissa became one of the sages at her temple.
And she still sucked at magic.
She's personally kind and caring, if a little abrupt, but at heart, she longed to be acknowledged as one of the most devoted, most respected, most learned, most favored of Mystra's priests. Yet her near-total lack of facility with magic made it clear to her that she was not particularly favored.
Still, she continued to faithfully serve her goddess—and a year before the BG3 story begins, Mystra herself appeared to her in a dream and granted Larissa her blessing.
Larissa wasn't sure what that would mean until she woke to light flickering around her hands—and a distant sense of approval and power. She still can't use magic the way her parents can, can't feel the Weave properly: but when she prays, Mystra answers. In her thirty-nine years, Larissa has never felt anything to compare with the sensation of divine power flowing through her, and her devotion to Mystra has never been stronger.
#*points to blog title*#t: the sacred text posts#ch: tav called larissa#ch: grace; power; wisdom#t: headcanon#long post
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I took a nap right after this. WHERE IS MY DONGHYUCK?? 😫💔
genre: nct headcanons, fluff
pairing: nct dream x gn!reader
warnings: none.
summary: nct dream as small things they do, or enjoy doing with you.
mark lee ➝ sharing clothes with you. so many people have said this, and it’s true! he just loves seeing you in his clothes, whether it’s a hoodie or old basketball shorts (thinks it’s absolutely adorable if they’re too big on you).
renjun huang ➝ remembers things. he remembers the little things about you, from that face you make when you’re cold to your body language when it all gets too much. he knows you better than you know yourself.
jeno lee ➝ tickling. he loves to see you laugh (even if it is involuntary), and cherishes hearing it, too! knows wherever you’re ticklish, and honestly just adores how it catches you off guard, or the laugh that comes with it.
donghyuck lee ➝ napping. while it’s a mundane task, he could honestly watch you sleep for hours. he enjoys teasing you, and cuddling— but when you’re asleep, he thinks you look adorable, and he’s a firm believer that sleeping is one of the most intimate things a couple can do together!
jaemin na ➝ playing with your hair. enjoys running his fingers through it, braiding it, heck— he even loves washing it if you’ll let him. just enjoys the closeness that comes with it, and if you have a different hair texture would watch tutorials on how to play, in and do your hair more comfortably.
chenle zhong ➝ learning new things with you. with chenle, he enjoys doing new things with you— and learning is one of them! whether it be discovering useless facts about the ocean, or taking a pottery class. especially enjoys the part where you guys can quiz people around you on your newfound knowledge.
jisung park ➝ lazy days. specifically enjoys the days where you guys can sit on the couch and he can just lay on you in a blob until your leg goes numb. not one for speaking much, but just enjoys the closeness that comes with being content and comfortable in your own space.
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Ones hands can tell the story of how they’ve lived… and how far they have come.
I’m a sucker for Good Dad Splinter ever since I watched TMNT ‘03. That rat was gifted sapience and his immediate instinct was kindness. I love that for him.
Rise Splinter lived a rollercoaster of a life, but as a Hollywood star he remembered the names of all his stunt guys and coworkers, and as a prisoner he cared for the rat that shared his cell. His sons are very close and physically affectionate, I think that says something about how he cares? That’s just how I like to headcanon him :)
It’s interesting to explore the idea that a seemingly monstrous transformation is what pushed him to be a kinder human
#rottmnt#rise splinter#rottmnt comic#rise donnie#rise mikey#rise leo#rise raph#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#I also headcanon that he’s got an online sewing group#he needs a friend like 03 Splinter’s interdimensional gladiator daimyo bff#t*cest dni
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Puts them all in a box together and shakes them around
#probably ooc#my headcanons have multitudes#my art#star trek#james t kirk#spock#james kirk#jim kirk#s'chn t'gai spock#bones mccoy#dr mccoy#leonard mccoy#mcspirk#mirror mirror#star trek mirror universe
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I think spock sleeps like hes been shot
#star trek#spirk#james t kirk#spock#captain kirk#star trek tos#jim kirk#read a headcanon that spock spins around 180 degrees and ends up standing in the closet and kirk sleeps like sleeping beauty#vitus draws
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your daily dose of poolverine coming right up
the shirts are real btw lmao i got them from pinterest
#i need that tide pod shirt ngl#i think my fav detail is wade's very intentional hand placements lmao#lowkey obsessed with Hugh Jackman's face and facial acting. it's so good#mary puppins is surprisingly fun to draw#my fav post-movie headcanon is prolly wade lending logan dumb t-shirts#deadpool and wolverine#deadclaws#poolverine#my art🦐🦐
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₊˙♡﹗˚ ༘ EVERYDAY RELATIONSHIP THINGS WITH ENHYPEN (MAKNAE LINE)
pairing: maknae line!enhypen x fem!reader, genre: fluff, non-idol! au, warnings: kissing, a/n: hope you enjoy this pt. 2 ;), pt. 1 here
— sunoo
plants kisses all over your face because he loves every feature of yours. rests his head on your shoulder while watching movies. holds your hand wherever you go. secretly takes 0.5 pics of you. sings your favorite songs to help you fall asleep. makes sure your jacket’s zipped when it’s cold outside. sends cute motivational texts every day to support you. likes doing your hair and trying different styles on you. “you know you’re the only one for me, right?”
— jungwon
holds you close in crowded places. always notices when your shoes are untied and ties them for you. blushes when you compliment his shoulders. giggles in between kisses. likes when you poke his dimples. pinky promises he’ll protect you forever. admires you when you aren’t looking. listens to everything you say, no matter how trivial it is. puts your foreheads together and jokes he can read your mind. “with you i feel like i could do anything in the world.”
— ni-ki
starts pillow fights that always end with you two cuddling. randomly gives you piggy back rides for fun. winks at you when he sees you across the room. subtly flexes his arms when you’re around. doesn’t leave until he sees you walk safely into your house. gets all the hard-to-reach items for you at grocery stores. makes you laugh until your stomach hurts. likes comparing hand sizes, and then using it as an excuse to interlock hands. gives you goodnight kisses. “since when did my thoughts become filled with you?”
#em’s works !!#enhypen#enhypen fluff#enhypen fic#enhypen fanfiction#enhypen imagines#enhypen reactions#enhypen headcanons#enhypen scenarios#enhypen heeseung#enhypen soft hours#enhypen jay#enhypen jake#enhypen sunghoon#enhypen sunoo#enhypen jungwon#enhypen niki#enhypen x reader#heeseung x reader#jay x reader#jake x reader#sunghoon x reader#sunoo x reader#jungwon x reader#niki x reader#why was this lowk hard to write T^T
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It's Minus's first day at Kaiju School! What ever could go wrong???
Everything...
I headcanon MV Godzilla being a big bro to Minus cos I said so
#godzilla#godzilla minus one#godzilla x kong: the new empire#fan art#Minus being MV's baby bro#or doggo idk#but this sh*t cute af#my headcanon#idc#Minus is gremlin tho#he evil af#probs evil-er than MV#wwwoooooAAOooOOAOOoo#Minus is baby tho#evil baby boi#not really a good boi#do not repost#my art
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not cringetober bc i was busy today
but i did get a doodle done for 40 years of thomas the tank engine <3
#my art#Tangerine Bullet Train#Lemon Bullet Train#Bullet Train#Thomas and Friends#Thomas the Tank Engine#artists on tumblr#art#doodle#🍊#🍋#>:3c hope you guys like my headcanon for T's joburg fit#i just like drawing them in different outfits n trying to match them while keeping their respective styles#they are so fun to draw fr
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QUARTET NIGHT with Chubby, Motherly-type Reader
Requested by @lonesomeseafairy
"Can I request a Starish or Quartet Night with a Chubby motherly reader?? ( platonic if you could do that! ) :3 I hope to see more of UtaPri since I recently got into the anime!"
My first request! I am elated. I hope you enjoy the series… The movies are very good as well! I decided to write for QUARTET NIGHT only, I hope that's okay.
When it comes to AI, he's the one that seems the most mature and organised of all, but he can still be childish in certain situations. Although reticent at first, a motherly-type of friend would help Ai to regulate himself better - he tends to get obsessive over things he likes and regularly loses sleep doing stuff like practising music or online gaming, so I believe someone who would remind him to take breaks or just stop and relax would help him to manage his free time better. He would find it a bit distracting at first, but with time he would understand that it is what's best for him and become thankful for the small caring gestures of this friend.
It's not something that everybody knows and even less people would know how to deal with it, but he was extremely confused once he overheated and this friend tried their best to help him with it. Following instructions without prying or asking for reasons as to why - merely helping out of worry for his well being, was something he had not really experienced many times before. Although this friend would not force him to tell any of his past if he didn't want to, I feel Ai would eventually tell them about his nature once he felt a bit more comfortable with it.
Once he gets close to this friend, they would be the first person he would call when he wanted to discuss his thoughts and discoveries about feelings, people, and the like. He has the bad habit of doing so late at night, though, so sometimes he still gets scolded about it…
For RANMARU, he would be very pissed off at first. If this friend is a woman - well, he doesn't do very well with women to begin with, even less with ones that tell him what to do. Little by little he would come to accept it, rather than admit that he appreciates it, and come to expect a warm blanket over him once he wakes up from a nap, or a small snack next to him, rather than complain about it.
It might be out of respect or to avoid being scolded, but whenever this friend is present, he tries his best not to use overly aggressive language and be AT LEAST a little polite; if he catches himself being too rude, he would quickly look at his friend as if trying to see if he has been caught and about to be called out. He might even call them by their last name if they preferred (no honorifics, though!).
Once he and this friend become closer, I think he would be the type that would enjoy just plain hanging out, no need to talk deep or become too sentimental. He would invite them over to his flat for drinks (which would have this friend bring him some plants or knick knacks, his apartment is so empty!), and might even accept help with dyeing his hair once the roots start to show again.
Similar to Ranmaru, CAMUS would first find it a nuisance. Who were them to tell him what to do and how to act? Of course in front of other people he would be cordial and sweet, but on their own when there's no cameras around, Camus would not be very welcoming to that kind of behaviour. Rather than think of it as someone taking care of him, he would see it as someone looking down on him, as a lot of people did back in the Silk Palace.
This friend manages to get closer to Camus by making a good cup of tea and bringing some nice sweets. He would begrudgingly accept the brewing as acceptable, no matter how amazing it is, and would drink it in silence. Once he sees that this friend is not drinking tea, or eating the snacks themselves but rather serving them to him, he would say something alike to how it's not polite to stand while someone else was eating - a sneaky way to invite them to sit as well (maybe after feeling guilty because of his harsh words and treatment).
He doesn't want to assume anything related to eating habits given his friend's weight and he's unsure if the question would come as too intrusive or offensive, so he would come up with a roundabout way of finding if this friend had any snack preferences. He would pretend he just bought some, and ask if they would be willing to share over a cup of tea, or come up with an excuse to invite this friend to a shop he's been meaning to check himself.
One has to be careful, though, as dealing with Camus is quite tricky. He does not appreciate when people act (in his eyes), as if they know better than him. Still, he would accept once in a while for this friend to warn him to stop eating so much sugar at once, or casually help him calm down if he gets too angry at something in particular.
Finally, with REIJI, it would be a bit of a tug of war at first. He's the one that acts like an elder brother to the rest of QUARTET NIGHT and STARISH (or anything younger than him, really) so he tends to take the role of caretaker most of the time. At first it would confuse him, and he wouldn't really know how to react - he's not used to being the one being taken care of.
He would learn to appreciate it, though he would pass it as a joke as he tends to do. He would comment something about this friend being "reichan-senpai's senpai! so you better behave!". If this person is good enough at reading people OR has gotten close enough to Reiji, he would cherish those moments where his friend asked him for menial things as a way to distract him when his mood grew sadder as it tends to do at times.
If he got close enough to this friend to talk about it, he would open up about his weight as well. Although he doesn't want to assume either, he knows people can be overly judgemental about it, even more in his line of work, and would see this person as a safe space to talk. He's good at cooking and his family runs a bento shop so he's a good eater, and although he is pretty athletic, he is not as skinny as most people would expect an idol to be - pairing with his height, he has become a bit insecure about it. Even if he doesn't like when people fight, let alone fight for his sake, he can't help but feel a bit glad when this friend stands up to him after Ai called him overweight once.
He would try to pay this friend back on his own way, that being by his cooking or inviting them out for a ride, to show his appreciation as well. It's a constant battle of out-parenting each other!
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#G: Quartet Night#T: Headcanon#I: Kotobuki Reiji#I: Kurosaki Ranmaru#I: Mikaze Ai#M: Platonic#I: Camus#utapri x reader#utapri scenarios#utapri#uta no prince sama#R: they/them
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And after Lae'zel, Astarion wanted to chat with Larissa. Or "chat." Or perhaps actually chat. Hard to say, really.
He was worrying (maybe?) that their adventure together might be ending soon, once they find Halsin, and Larissa, ever oblivious, was like ... well, we can still travel together, I don't see the problem.
Astarion:
[Good! I don't want you to run off just yet.]
His tone was very flirty and he'd posed himself like this:
Larissa was immediately suspicious, I think in part because he dials things up so fast that it is very suspicious, and in part because she's spent at least the last ten years as a temple priestess profoundly fixated on her goddess.
(I don't imagine Larissa's order as celibate, but Astarion-style flirtation is definitely not how they approach their affairs, and in any case, Larissa herself has been celibate and largely disinterested in changing that for a long time. She's friendly enough but a bit distant from the other priests, she's a temple sage, this is just not something that usually happens to her.)
Then Astarion gave her a bunch of compliments about everything she's survived so far. Larissa doesn't have much of a brain to mouth filter, so I figured she'd bluntly say exactly what she thinks:
[I thought you didn't like me.]
Astarion got up (as seductively as possible) and
[Astarion: You have your charms... more than you think.]
Larissa has high wisdom, decently high intelligence, and little personal charm, so at this point I was pretty sure she'd be on red alert. The game agreed!
[Wisdom(Insight) check: The smile on his pretty lips is a touch too composed, a bit too perfect. He may not mean a word he says.]
Larissa is Larissa, so she wasn't subtle:
[Larissa: Watch yourself, Astarion.]
Astarion just sort of pouted (or pretended to?), said she was no fun, told her to sleep tight, and said he was sure he'd see her later.
Well, that was weird.
Even knowing he's a vampire (duh) and has a lot going on, Larissa's just "...?????????" and shares all of Gale's reservations. Gale is one of the only people who didn't have anything particular to say, but I suspect "what the fuck is Astarion's deal, we just had the weirdest conversation" gossip is one of the things they bond over.
#t: the sacred text posts#p: screenshots#ch: tav called larissa#ch: and to think i was ready to decorate the ground with your innards#ch: there's a mighty bargain to be made#long post#bg3 spoilers#t: headcanon
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Here’s Fortress Maximus with a lil human nobody asked for🥹🧡🧡
#transformers#transformers headcanons#transformers x reader#digital art#small artist#art#procreate app#yandere transformers#transformers mtmte#mtmte rodimus#fortress maximus x reader#fortress maximus#mtmte#idw mtmte#maccadams#transformers lost light#g/t art#transformers g/t
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So apparently most people don’t get only four hours of sleep average. Who knew?
Based on real conversation I had with myself lol. Literally my roommates suggested and medical professionals told me I had insomnia, and I was like “naw, I can sleep sometimes, surely that’s normal!” until I was drawing at 2:00am and it finally sunk in while I was listening to a podcast about it.
Must be nice to be a turtle living rent free in the sewers, able to take 2pm naps whenever and stay up till dawn. I love walking around when it’s dark, but it’s harder to do that in a city rather than on a farm! In the night you can see everything awash in silver from the moon, and the shadows are rich in color, the stars a direct parallel to the fireflies sparkling in the trees. The mist over the early morning fields is also so pretty, especially when the spiderwebs in the grass catch the dew :)
The city holds its own beauty at night. The hushed wind of a lone car as it passes by to places unknown, the shimmer of streetlights on cool pavement, the warm lights of distant windows reminding me that every inch of this place is full of life and people living their own stories.
Alas, sleep is also nice lol
#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt comic#rise mikey#I headcanon the turts as some kinda neurodivergent#what are fictional characters if not mirrors in which one sees themselves#t*cest dni
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actor! toji fushiguro thoughts 💭
actor toji would be one of those hot dilf actors that women would always be drooling over, edits of him always popping up on your fyp, the most outta pocket comments underneath all of his insta posts, he would be the number 1 dilf for all the old man fuckers.
toji rarely posts on social media. he’s at that age where he just does not care to post his whole life online, but that only attracts people to him more because he is so mysterious. he would have like 10 million followers and only follow 12 people (including you)
toji would probably be one of those actors that have no variety in their roles, but everybody would still eat it up anyways. toji as an actor would typically play a villain/antagonist or an anti-hero, typically in an action movie/series and he plays them well. toji can embody an intimidating, frightening, intelligent villain very well. he could be cast as one of the most horrendous, horrible villains and be a menace towards the main cast but because he looks like that, he is forgiven.
but there are those rare times toji is casted as a father or father figure and his character would do anything for their daughter and everyone just loses it. he plays the father role well, almost too well. he is so caring, protective and sweet towards the actress playing as his daughter, even behind the scene clips with one another, he is just so gentle and dreamy. the fans cannot handle it!
during interviews, toji can be charming. he cracks jokes and he answers questions honestly, even if they make him look unprofessional. he really does not give a fuck about that, which only makes him even more attractive. he’s a little sleazy sometimes, but that just adds to his lazy effortless appeal.
he just has such a dominant personality and not in a bad way either. like if an interviewer asked a question that made a cast member uncomfortable, he would smoothly change the subject and the mood, making everyone forget about it entirely. also, his stare is really intense…like when the interviewer or a fellow cast member is speaking, he makes sure to look at them and listen really closely, not even realising how intimidating that could be 😭
despite his unprofessional personality and wealthy background, people who work with toji cannot say anything bad about him. he is a great actor with great work ethic and is always respectful to his cast members. and most of all, he is humble. due to his background and accomplishments, other actors on set expect him to be all flashy and all head in the clouds, but toji isn’t like that. toji is very aware and down to earth and he doesn’t see himself as superior because of his wealth. he sees what that power does to some people (his family) and he wants nothing not do with it.
overall, for the most part, toji is a respected actor, with a loyal (albeit crazy) fanbase, he actually enjoys his job and lives a relatively private and quiet life. people barely know anything despite his wealth and fame and prefers to keep it that way.
a/n: this was inspired by jeffrey dean morgan lmao. also i’m thinking of maybe doing a mini one shot with actress reader x actor toji in the form of one of those youtube videos like “(reader) & toji fushiguro being a couple for 10 minutes straight” i think that would be fun 🤭🤭
edit: toji & reader being a couple for 10 minutes straight is here <3
#lana del rey girlies would love him so bad#actor!toji#toji x reader#toji fushiguro x reader#toji headcanons#toji fushiguro headcanons#toji x you#toji fushiguro x you#toji x y/n#toji fushiguro x y/n#toji fluff#toji fushiguro fluff#toji zenin x reader#t
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trying not to think about how balance of terror ends with jim trying to comfort a member of his crew who just lost the man she was about to marry
then in the next episode we see one of his "fondest wishes, either old ones you wish to relive or new ones," and it's his first love, ruth who I'm PRETTY sure is dead
he doesn't do any of his usual kirk things, doesn't go for the kiss or the charm, just stares at her in awe, wonder, shock... confusion. and it must've crossed his mind then, right? the lieutenant who died on his watch, causing the same pain he had gone through with ruth... were they engaged too? was he going to marry her?
and i'm definitely NOT thinking about how after bones is killed, his desire changes back to his academy bully, but instead of venting out an old rivalry he gets his ass kicked (how often do we see captain james t kirk beaten like this just from a fistfight??)
his fondest desire is punishment, for not being able to save ruth, for losing bones, for being the reason that poor girl lost her love, for everyone else he hasn't been able to save
i'm not thinking about it i swear i'm not i would never (lie)
#sorry this isn't very organized#not my usual type of post#anyway this man has been through so much#i love his character more than anything#captain kirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#star trek#star trek tos#meta#analysis#star trek the original series#text#headcanon#shore leave#balance of terror#idk theyre just thoughts
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